neyronrose (neyronrose) wrote,
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reflections

S. is officially fired as my secret love child.  I'll need to look for another one in the new semester.  I maintain that if I was a twenty-year-old guy that he would have answered at least some of my attempts at communication.  The last I tried was a text.  "Do you have your driver's license?  Are you a good driver?  I won't be using my car for three-plus months."  G.L. would have totally jumped at the chance to use a car.  Even C.K. would have.  If a young man doesn't respond immediately at the chance to have the use of a car, his brain is clearly functioning wrong.

When I told G.L., whose shopping hag I had been back when we were in college, how S. and I had been laughing and laughing over something, he said, "That's great that you have a new fag hag buddy."  G.L. gave me away, so I can't go back to him in that capacity.  I can still e-mail him, of course.  He can give me his trademark twisted advice.  Well, it's actually very logical, but it's G.L. logic.  I told S. that in college, my duties  had consisted of driving, being a shopping companion, and looking good when we went out.  I'm past the late teens and early twenties desire to really dress up, but I still did the other things.  I'm sure there are several other young men who would appreciate me in a "having a buddy" sort of way.   


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